You have the mission to make the individuation of our spirits (yin cosmic) and I have the mission to unite our bodies (earth yang).
January 8, 2020 I'm going crazy thinking about you non-stop. Why ? I don't know you, I've never seen you. I make an appointment with my numberlogue who informs me that I have met my twin flame, I have never heard of that !
January 2021 I go crazy, I have the impression that I am mad, possessed, bewitched, I have the impression that I am going to die. I am psychically harassed. It's the worst nightmare of my life. I scream into my pillow. I guess you remember?
January 8, 2022 I imagine that I am crazy, mentally ill, I imagine that I am erotomaniac, I am looking for information (and finally I do not correspond at all to the profile). I have no more courage. I have desires in my head but my physical body can no longer find the strength to take action. I hate myself, I'm ashamed, I feel guilty, I find myself ugly, I eat badly, I smoke cigarette after cigarette, I bite my nails, I destroy myself.
Conclusion 1 : We are tuned to the solstices and the equinoxes : from the winter solstice, I go downhill, I sink, I feel myself dying, I have no more energy, I am psychically harassed, I think of you NON-STOP. I am pushed towards you, it's uncontrollable, unmanageable, unbearable. I imagine that I am magnetized !
January 8, 2022, I receive your email which crucifies my heart. You complete the killing. I completely drain my energy from head to feet, literally, physically. There is an indescribable energy phenomenon, I feel all my energy coming out of my body. I feel like I'm dead. I go to bed. I'm falling asleep.
And the next morning when I wake up, I am resurrected. I am not the same as the day before. Sunday 9th, I got up, I washed, I made a vegetable juice, I cleaned my apartment, I sang, I had nervous laughs so much I felt happy to live again. I had energy, I had the courage to quit smoking.
Today Monday I went to the sport, I washed my car, I played in the park with my son as if I were a child.
Conclusion 2 : You are my twin flame and you are mandated by the Source to put me KO (the water that extinguishes the fire), so that I can reborn from my ashes. The Source gives you the off button so you can play the part you have to play. You have the mission to make the individuation of our spirits (yin cosmic). Since I met you, I have learned that I am eternal in my invisible cosmic yin part, I have learned that there is no point in doing too much, I have learned that I no longer need to fight , I learned that the universe sets things up for me at the right time, I learned that I have the right to just be and enjoy the moment. I learned that I have everything within me : my inner guides who guide me towards my inner savior who frees me from my inner devil. I am metamorphosed in my psyche, my spirituality and now I am going to metamorphose physically. I hope I give you back as much as you give me ? You realize that you are mortal in your visible earth yang part ? You have the mission to make the individuation of our spirits (yin cosmic) and I have the mission to unite our bodies (earth yang). I resuscitate and you will reincarnate. Love, Charline